oWh..

aina! stop thinking.
you're making things complicated~

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hidup ini satu pilihan.

kita bermula dengan pilihan untuk dilahirkan.

kemudian pilihan untuk terus bernafas.

seterusnya kita pilih untuk terus membesar

penuh dengan angan-angan dan cita-cita.

kita terbang tinggi di awangan pada awal pagi

tidak menyedari matahari semakin lama semakin garang.

hilangnya matahari memberi harapan bahawa

kita berjaya melepaskan diri dari bahananya.

kita berusaha untuk kembali terbang tinggi.

sehingga saat ribut tiba.

satu demi satu permasalahan tiba.

kita putus asa.

kita hinggap dibumi.

walaupun tidak tinggi namun selesa.

untuk hidup dan mati.

angan -angan dan cita-cita terbang pergi.

bersama burung di langit yang memerah...

oh, terbenamnya matahari.

indahnya ia.

mungkin disini tempat kita.

inilah pilihan kita.

nadiku - sabhi saddi

hmm....

well, i've discovered a song recently,

it is the soundtrack of a malay drama

tari tirana...

the video clip is also good,

but, what i like about this song is the melody and the lyrics,

the melody is soothing

and the lyrics are poetic...

it is not like the typical malay song lyrics

which is totally straight forward..

unfortunately, i can't download i from anywhere,

so i hear it from youtube.

at least i can listen to it right?

haha...

:(

saketkan hati,

tambah dengan garam,

lepas itu,

nak buat apa?

pujuk; nnti nampak tak ikhlas

wat bodo; dah sayang lah pulak..

ntahlah,

ta pernah gaduh.

haha.

lawak lahh

TAK pernah gaduh...

nak kata sayang; segan

nak kata tak de perasaan; tipulah sangat

kan senang kalaw dia rajin baca blog kite...

tak payah kite cakap.

AHAH!

surolah dye bace blog kite..

;)

problem solved!

hmm....

it's sunday and i'm working..

yes, i am working right now,

but there's no patient and i'm kind of bored..

so, blogging lorh,

it's been quite a while since i am actively blogging..

uh, kne alau,

so chowzz

what if

sometimes in a certain point of my life,

my social activity is restricted with the question of

WHAT IF?

what if he likes me?

what if i do really like him?

what if he didn't get the point?

what if i'm going the wrong way?

what if this will only make us hurt?

what if we're only playing around?

what if ?

what if?

what if?

the solution is only,

CHOOSE...

well choose do not solve everything as i would be asking,

WHAT IF my choice is WRONG?

L.O.V.E

today's story,

questionnair about love...

before this, i always say to my friends,

when i'm in love or having a relationship,

i want it to be happy,

as said by my mum

'kite bercinta nak happy!"

haha

well, that's what my mum say...

the PROBLEM is,

i do not know which will make me happier?

BIG PROBLEM!

there is only two choice

a) having him BUT far... far... away

or

b) not having him at ALL
hurm...

it is a very hard choice...

i'm not demanding him to be beside me lyke forever,

but in away,

were not that far geographically,

using the measurement with the scale of LRT station,

we're just about 8 stations away.

but we neva dated.

hurm.....

another question,

do i really2 LOVE him.....

urm....

haish! masalah tol!